My name is Max and I like men. I never thought that this sentence would flow so easily from my fingers. And I would like to tell you how I discovered that I am even more attracted to my own sex than to the women in my life.
First curiosity - first contact
I was single for many years and slowly realized that I wanted to have sex again. So I chose the easiest way and searched on relevant sites for suitable ladies. But again and again I stumbled over an ad of a Dom who offered his services in a nearby BDSM studio.
The topic of BDSM had fascinated and interested me for quite some time. And something about this man fascinated me. I looked at the pictures again and again. Day after day. And at some point I took my heart in my hand and picked up the phone.
I was more than nervous, but the conversation gave me hope. We talked on the phone for a long time, asked about my limits and my ideas, and then made an appointment.
The visit to the studio - discovering new worlds
The buzzing of the door handle snapped me out of my thoughts. With my heart pounding, I went up the narrow stairs. Tom was waiting for me there. In real life he looked even a little better than in the pictures. A firm handshake, a deep look into his eyes.
Quickly the monetary was done and Tom led me into the bathroom. I should take a shower and then press a bell. He would then pick me up.
As fast as I can I peeled myself out of my clothes and got into the shower. Afterwards, while drying off, I took a look in the mirror. Slim, athletic, though not muscular. The chest still hairless smooth and also around my best piece I provide by shaving for more visibility.
I like the look of it. But what will Tom say to my body? What will he do with my body? I would find out yet. And with this thought I pressed the bell.
Condemned to inactivity
The bathroom door opened without notice. Tom was standing in front of me. He came into the room and put a collar on me. His hands touched my skin for the first time and shivers ran all over my body. With a click, the collar closed. There was a leash hanging from it, which Tom held in his hand.
He walked ahead and I had no choice but to follow him. We walked down the hallway. It was dark and narrow. Then Tom opened a door. Bright light streamed towards me. Dive now together with me into this new world for me.
The room is surprisingly bright. It is more like a clinic studio and not an SM room. I am surprised, but Tom leaves me no time and no room for reactions. Still without a word, he pulls me towards the examination chair.
He turns me into the right position and pushes me backwards. I am now standing with my bare bottom against the cool seat. Surprisingly, Tom grabs me and lifts me onto the chair. He is much stronger than I would have ever thought. HE pushes my upper body backwards.
I lean against it. I feel Tom put a belt around my chest and strap me in.
Now he grabs my legs and lifts them into the supports. Again, my thighs are connected to the chair. I am practically motionless. Tom smiles at me. The smile is reassuring, yet enticing.
What will happen now. For the first time in this room, I hear his voice.
"So my little one. Let's get comfortable and see what we can do for you today." With these words he steps between my now wide spread legs. He feels for something with his foot.
I feel the chair move under me. He moves up and my pelvis tilts forward. Tom grabs my hips and pulls me in his direction. My butt is now hanging freely over the edge of the chair. I feel open, exposed, yet curious.
The fun begins
With a loud snap, Tom pulls on gloves. They make an interesting contrast to his dark skin and dark hair on his muscular forearms.
His hand slides over my inner thigh to the center of my manhood. This is the first time I've felt a man take my cock in his hand. The grip is so different from women. He knows exactly how I want to be touched.
Suddenly the blood shoots into my privates, so that it grows to full glory between his hands. He changes the hand and now strokes my best piece with the left. The right hand now wanders deeper and first plays around my balls.
Then Tom abruptly turns away from me. He fetches things from the cupboards behind him. In my position I cannot see what he is doing there. Then he comes to me again. Again a grip on my member. Short, testing. Still hard. Tom puts a condom on me.
Man's mouth and man's finger
"Now I'm going to surprise you a little." Says Tom, grinning at me with his gleaming white teeth. Before I can even ask what he means, he dips his head lower. I feel his lips sliding very slowly over my glans.
Feel his tongue gently playing around the tip. Then finally my member dives deeper into his mouth. He is much too skillful. I feel like I've never enjoyed a blowjob so intensely.
But in the midst of these feelings, I sense something else new. A cool, wet feeling against my rosette. Twisting, writhing and massaging, Tom's wet finger penetrates me very slowly. A new feeling for me. Interesting and exciting, arousing and scary at the same time.
But with every inch of penetration, the play of Tom's tongue also becomes more intense. I want to brake Tom, but he feels exactly what is going on in me. He releases my best piece from his mouth and now concentrates entirely on his finger.
He turns it inside me. He pushes it carefully back and forth. Dips again and again in fresh cream.
A climax of a special kind
I no longer know what happens to me. But then Tom pulls his finger completely out of me and strips off the glove. He opens the tight pants he has been wearing and lets them fall to the floor. I see his member. It is large and frighteningly hard.
He smiles and slips a rubber over it. He won't, will he? But Tom takes his time. He creams his hammer thoroughly. Right in front of my eyes. I can't escape, can't react. Satisfied, Tom comes between my legs again.
He moves the chair again into another position. Pushes my legs up a little. I lie as if my legs are about to press against my chest. I feel open and defenseless.
And then I feel Tom move even closer to me and feel a cock at my asshole for the first time. "Now relax and just let Tom do it." I hear Tom whisper. Then I feel pressure, feel myself opening up more and more.
Feel a slight ache and then a whole new and unique feeling as Tom's cock pushes inch by inch into my bowels. As he does so, he pushes to a point where my cock begins to twitch. Tom knows exactly what he is doing. For he now begins to thrust at that very point.
I scream. I moan. I twitch. I don't know what's happening to me. Then Tom reaches for my cock. Just a few movements are all it takes for my juices to pump buoyantly into the rubber. Tom, too, speeds up. He too is approaching climax.
I feel the twitching of his cock inside me as it also shoots its load into the rubber.
